AfteraDream’s blog

Damn.. I didn’t finish it I just did half of it and administrator came in and asked to leave the place…shit.. I’m little pissed off..but I understand her she wants to leave on time on Friday evening…and I could have come earlier…arrrgh…. now it’s time to go to eat…

So today I was back at workout and it went good. I feel good I feel like I did what I was supposed to do today after going to workout. Refreshed. I guess I wasn’t at full strength after about a week of no workouts…I was barely catching breath after 5 sets of squats, 5 sets of overhead presses and 3 sets of deadlifting…. wow…

To get myself motivated I watched my favorite vids on BodySpace, listened to some music that gets me pumped up a  bit and off I went. After I got out the door I was in little trance state, there was nothing else just the path to my gym… Didn’t really think about anything else for long, just gym.. gym.. gym.. go…go…go.. 

Yeah.. I’m  happy..

Cheers,
Adrian

Never thought this would happen… Damn.. I slacked off two workouts this week… just one instead of three… I have achieved only a third of what I want and I’ve hit a plateu now…Crap… Although I can say I’m pretty happy with results so far.. pretty good doesn’t satisfy me completely though… there is still hell of a lot work to do, hell of a lot kilos to gain…

But, I believe I’ll be back at workouts soon at full strenght… I’ll look at some pics, some vids of bodies I like and imagine how I’ll look in the future.. that should help… I also think I’ll write a blog on how to stay motivated for people who have hard time staying so … maybe it will help someone.
Cheers

Today I learned that I’m fired due to economical crisis. This wasn’t shocking..I kinda expected it for some time already… It’s time to move on for me… Getting fired sounds bad, but I’m not really scared or depressed because of it… I might get a job which pays 4 times more in Ireland. I really hope so. Then I’ll earn a lot of money which will give me freedom to start business, to travel, to buy some needed things like a car and etc. I still  have a job for two months and then I’m out. If I don’t get a job in Ireland by that time.. I’m in lil’ bad situation but I believe I’ll be working in Ireland pretty soon.

Cheers

In the near future (next few months) I should get a new job, join a new gym, earn more money and move to other country… Wow.. a hell of a lot things going on now in my life… I know it will bring more money and that will be beneficial for my upcoming web-site about BBing. I see brighter future going from here on. I’ll get a few steps closer to becoming Personal trainer and having BBing related business.

Few months are probably needed to find a job so I need to get by till then. My current job pays really… welll….it sucks… bosses blames it on crisis and they took away 20 percent of earnings from everyone and that is just not enough.. not even to get by…. I don’t want to live that way..  And since it all depends on me I’m taking action…

Cheers,

Adrian

Crap.. I didn’t gain any weight this month.. Oh well, haven’t been consistent with diet so that’s why. I don’t think it’s because of 5×5 workout program. I’ll pay more attention to nutrition this month and should be at 132lbs.

On other note, I’d like to become personal trainer… To help other people to achieve their extreme makeovers would be great! But I can’t say this is what I truly want… Why I was put here on earth… I already thought I was gonna be a lawyer and a good one… But that was just me trying to become something my family wanted… If I become PT I can bodybuild, I can train and see others improving and get paid for it.. at the same time this job might suck when you see people you train being passive and not doing what they should… I’m kinda afraid of starting it really seriously because after some time I might again go "Nah..this is not for me"…shit… I’m lost here… I’ve got to get it together soon…

Cheers