Merry Christmas!!!
As I celebrate my second Christmas as a normal size girl, I am reminded what a blessing it is to have lost the weight and kept it off over a year now.
My obese coworker asked me before we left work on the last day the caloric content of every food she might possibly eat.
I discussed healthy choices with her. I told her what was OK and what was not.
I was sad for her as I left. She has been dieting for almost a year now, yet she has not really lost anything. So, I know she is not dieting really. But she thinks she is.
I don’t really have to think about what I eat today. I might make some poor food choices, but my calories will still be in check. I have eaten six small meals for so long now that my body simply cannot take more than a few hundred calories at a setting.
And that is freeing.
To not think or worry about food on a day like today.
I watched the boys open their presents and didn’t worry about breakfast.
I didn’t worry about rushing to fix my hair and make-up. Something I always did to compensate for my size.
I had cocoa with my boyfriend last night and didn’t worry the waitress would think I shouldn’t be consuming it.
I shopped in regular stores and didn’t worry the sales people were wanting to tell me they didn’t carry my size.
Today is a day about giving. The single best gift you can give yourself and your loved ones is the gift of good health.
I do not look back at my two years of hard work and wish I had not done it. It is a continual source of greatest pride.
Merry Christmas and wishes of good health and fitness!
Adina






December 25, 2007 at 10:03 am
i know all about the shopping in big people stores and everything else. I cant wait to become normal size, I have been the fat kid all my life and I hope and pray that I will be able to become the person I want to be.
December 25, 2007 at 12:39 pm
Amen.