how it all started for me.
no one really know the real reason why i started working out or why i wanted to work out to get big. so i decide to write a blog about it at a very young age i started to develop chronic problems me being the kid that i am i just pushed the problem off to the side and used the excuse that i had a bad apetite and i dint really eat alot so it could have been that and my grandparents that my mother sent me to live with never seem to put that much interest into me to take me to the doctor and see what was really wrong with me. by the time my mom got her life settle to take care of me she took me back with her to live she sent me for regular check ups and one day the doctor made a very interesting discovery which i wont share with you b ut it lead to certain percedures which allowed him to find worm in my stomach that was feeding away on me leading me to look like a near skeletor figure with almost no fat on me very disappointing but i never seemed depressed even though many people always thought i was cause i was quiet.the worms were removed but i was still having alot of stomach problems which soon lead me to change my eating habits lol my favorite cheat food jelly worms and sour jelly worms lmao thats funny. so i went and eliminated soda fried food sweets and just started eating really healthy another thing was changing my attitude which means staying calm at all costs so my stomach wouldnt get aggravated once that change i finally realize that i could accomplish my goal and started transforming my body to one day compete but there was still one thing holding me back the horrible relationships i was in the fact that every girl wanted me to be something i wasnt and that wasnt gonna happen like your gonna look like a freak or why you wanna get big if you get to big im gonna dump you so you know what i risked getting dumped and after the last relationship i decide i wasnt gonna let anyone hold me back anymore so i decide i wanted to be single last year and started traing seriously so far my results have been good not super if i had a better paying job maybe but thats kinda tricky.i am glad i have come this far i know if i push myself i will gaing that close to perfect body and be on magazines and inspire everyone to better their health their physical appearance and their mental mood. i have many goals but my main focus is this nov 3 npc mountain valley championship we would all like to win be number #1 im ver competive but i want to walk on that stage and show everyone what i have accomplished so far and let them know that if i dont get number #1 this time im gonna train harder and harder until i get that #1 spot cause nothing can hold me backnot tape worms not the negative comments that people make about bodybuilders and not the people that i though were my blood or my friends stop me.
August 31, 2007 at 9:03 pm
yo son, you been thru a lot, but u doin ur thing right now. keep ur head up.
September 13, 2007 at 7:16 am
Great post. I know about having people try to hold you back from your goals. Keep ut the good work.
September 16, 2007 at 2:13 pm
You have the right attitude and I’m wishing you the best at the NPC Mountain Valley. I’m hoping I can make that show. You know what? I’ll give you some encouragement on the better job thing. I worked lots of factory jobs and low paying jobs, but when I got my teaching certificate it really made a difference for me. Going to college was not in the cards for me as a young man, but I finally got that degree and the money is way better. You are right to focus on you. The ladies will wait and then the right one will come along. She won’t say you’re too big or your goals are wrong either. Anyway, congrats on your positive attitude.