AKA_Girl’s BodyBlog

Ok, I haven’t been here in awhile….it’s been a little crazy at work….but such is life.

I have begun my dieting for my next show.  I feel a little guilty because I didn’t get up and do cardio this morning….I was tired!  However I will be running outside once I get home.  I’m not going into the gym today…I have hit every body part….CARDIO IS A MUST!

I finally changed the music on my iPod….the other music was becoming BORING!!!  Now I have some good shake your booty music on there.  LOL!  Anywho…tomorrow is hamstrings…..

Hello everyone!!!

I hope you had a wonderful, safe, and blessed weekend.  Well it’s the beginning of the work week and I’m not talking about my paid job…I’m talking about the gym!    I rarely workout on Sundays and if I do it’s just cardio.  Sunday’s are my church and lay around days.  Well August 1st is 4 days away and the diet begins all over again   I’m excited!  I can’t wait to see what I look like this time around.

Thank you to all who sent me encouraging words regarding the negatives and the haters.  I am grateful for every experience I have because it only allows me to improve myself in the way I choose to handle things and how I look at the situation as a whole.  I can’t please everyone, not everyone is going to like me; I’ve accepted those things a long time ago….I can only be me and do the best I can. 

 I think today will either be back or chest for my workout.  My legs are still killing me from Saturday’s hamstring workout.  I need those cuts in my hip flexors and the separation from my quads and hamstrings….I guess that just comes over time.  Anywho have a wonderful day, thanks for stopping by and reading the days in life of Meagan LOL

Hi everyone,

Normally I post in my blog everyday.  Well due to traveling for two weeks straight and living out of a suitcase, dealing with negatives, and the haters that come along with the negatives.  I had to fall back, chill, regroup and get myself together…..

In the two weeks I was traveling for work and personal I was able to go to the gym on the Friday and Saturday I returned home.  I thought I was going to be weak when i started back up; happy to report I actually felt stronger….I guess my muscles needed the rest.  I’m happy to be back in the gym and getting back to my workouts.  I missed my second home.

I tell you it’s funny how people want to try to bring you down.  I think I eluded to this in another post a few weeks ago.  In my office many people knew I was competing, so being inquisitive they asked how did I do and can they see pictures.  Well I guess my pictures made some people feel "uncomfortable".  I just didn’t get it; it was sporting competition and it made them feel uncomfortable….some of the pictures are posted on my album….hope it doesn’t make y’all feel uncomfortable…LOL!

I absolutely can’t stand working in an office with a bunch of women due to the immaturity, jealousy, backstabbing, high school clique chit.  WTF?  So instead of letting this BS get to me any further I’m just going to come back harder and better looking; so they can say "B!tch".  LOL!  Sometimes being nice just doesn’t always work someone somehow will always try to find a way to tear you down to make themselves feel better.  It’s all good though  because it only drives me more!  So I say to my HATERS PLEASE KEEP FEEDING ME SO I CAN PUSH HARDER!!!

 Anywho, many blessings to you all have a great weekend and stay tuned for new pictures.  I guess I need to start taking them huh?  LOL!

It’s the 4th of July and I’m up early.  You would think since it’s a day off I would chill.  Nope not me, I’m on theocbwebsite.com, fameworldtour.com, and musclemania.com trying to figure out a schedule of shows I want to do.  I told you in my last post that I am always thinking about my next fitness fix.  LOL! 

My gym is closed today for the 4th….however I always have a backup gym.  Chest and arms today. This should be fun…LOL!  I feel guilty if I don’t workout.  Anywho, everyone have a safe and happy 4th.  Don’t cheat too much.

Well I have finished critiquing myself and seeing where I need to improve.  I have decided that I want to go for my pro status.  Yes I’ve only competed once but I’m hungry for more.  I want to go all the way.  I have been studying the women who have the pro status to see what their bodies look like.  I need total body development, my legs need more cuts and my lats need more work.  I would like to have my shoulders more rounded….I was killing lateral raises yesterday.  I am a woman on a serious mission.  If I could get my pro status in 6 months to a year I would be speechless…I will not settle for mediocracy.  I will not use the word can’t when it comes to getting what I want.  Yeah it may be some blood, (not literally), sweat, tears, and few days that I will be pissed off, but it’s all worth it in the end. 

I love this sense of euphoria I’m on…I wish I could stay here for all eternity.  I wake up these days with a sense of purpose and direction with a goal in mind.  The only downside to this is that I wonder can I do multiple things at once.  I’m trying to decide what I love more, going to get a law degree or a M.S. with a concentration in Criminology, or just be completely engulfed in health and fitness…..what a quagmire I’m in.  UGH! 

These days it seems I eat, breathe, and live, fitness.  Sometimes I can’t even concentrate at work because I’m reading up on the fitness industry.  I am going to have to sit and pray about this and ask God to direct me in the way I need to go.  After Saturday, I can honestly say I fell in love with fitness.  Right now I’m at work and I’d rather be at the gym sweating it out.  I’ve written down on my calendar OCB shows from July - December.  This is the worst.  Or can I do both?  At this point I have no choice but to be patient to see what is revealed to me. 

Now that I’ve had my fill of "junk" food, I get to go back in the gym and workout harder.  I need that chisled body of perfection, ok I know it sounds a little OCD.  I get a rush to push myself harder. I was in the gym last night working my back (my weak point) and it was a b*tch of a workout but I know the more I do the better I will look. Tonight’s workout, chest and shouldes (another weak part)…ugh how I hate and love shoulders all at the same time.  I want to keep myself around 145 lbs…even though some people where I work think I am anorexic….funny right?

I love the haters.  Some of the people are supportive and some aren’t, not that I really care.  I get, "You’re a shadow of your former self". "Do you even eat?" "Are you ok?" "You’re so thin!" "Why don’t you just have a donut?"  At a point in time I was getting pissed because I’m thinking to myself you know I"m doing a show but you ask if I’m anorexic….it’s funny how no one had anything to say when I was thick in the hips at 185.  It’s amazing when a person does something that they can’t or don’t want to do themselves they want to try to bring the other person down with their indirect sarcasm and/or talk chit behing your back.  I say F them and don’t get mad at me because I’m disciplined enough to follow through with one of my goals….So I figure the next show I do, I’m not saying chit….let them think what they want to think and I’ll just bring more trophies in to say this is what an anorexic person wins…LOL!  Ok I know I ranted a little but I had to get that off my chest because people are so amazing to me.  If you can’t be supportive or can’t try to understand, SHUT THE F UP!

GOOD MORNING ALL!!

Well I have finished my first competition and I came in 2nd in Open and Novice Tall divisions.  But the best was to get Best Figure Presentation out of all of the figure girls I think it was maybe 18 women total…Can’t really remember…It was so much fun and I had a blast.  The lady who beat me was great…..I just know I have to work on my back poses more and bring out the rear delts as well…..so thanks to all for your support and enjoy the pictures

GOOD MORNING AND HAPPY FRIDAY!!!  WHOO HOO!!!

Well today is my final day and tomorrow is my first show….I don’t think I’m nervous yet….I’m too hungry and thirsty to be nervous!  LOL!  Total H2O intake for the day……drum roll please…..16 oz!  So I will be rationing my water today….and of course it’s hotter than 100 hells and humid!!!  It’s all good at least I get to drink tomorrow…well somewhat….

Today is my Queen day…meaning after I leave work at 11 today…I get to get my hair done, eyelashes, nails, pedicure, and last but not least I get to get airbrush tanned today,…so it’s a great day to chill…just me and my CiCi (my cat). 

I will take lots and lots of pictures and will post them by Sunday….if I’m not too tired….My parents are coming to see me….and my wonderful mom is bringing me a bucket of my favorite cookies…SNICKERDOODLES!!! Ahhhh I can’t wait….Monday I have a lady at the gym making me Spanish food….I probably won’t be able to eat this all but just the fact I can eat something I want to eat is glorious….I will probably have 1 cheat week….yes I did say a week…..but after I eat the cookies the sugar rush might send me to the ER needing an insulin shot….j/k……

Anywho…I’m out…wish me luck…Smooches and have a wondeful and blessed weekend!!

Well, I’m back from Musclemania Universe weekend and I had a blast.  I must say I have a found a new goal to strive for!  Those were some bad b*tches down there….I felt like I needed to cover myself   LOL!  Anywho it just lets me know what’s out there….can I say I am hungry for the competition? 

Unfortunately I’m back from my mini vacation and back to reality…of W.O.R.K (Weary Overload Recreational Killer)   Needless to say I ate clean while I was there since the hotel was nice enough to have a dietary menu….to be around people who are that health conscious was kind of weird because coming back to work where people eat any and everything was like culture shock. 

I have 6 days until my competition and I’m ready to get it over with….not in a bad way but just the stage fright/jitters thing going on…..the carb depletion will start in about a day and then the diuretics…..Haven’t had a chance to take any pics due to the busy schedule….I hope I can take some tonight if I’m not too tired….I’m still recouping from the weekend….LOL! 

 Anywho, wish me luck

It’s another beautiful and blessed day for me.  I have 10 days left until showtime and I’m hungry!  At least I get to eat a 1/4 c of yams tomorrow night with dinner.  Yum!  I’m just passing the time by while at work waiting to leave for the day….I am in desperate need of a vacation!