What a Quagmire I’m In and Legs Today!!! Whoo Hoo!
Well I have finished critiquing myself and seeing where I need to improve. I have decided that I want to go for my pro status. Yes I’ve only competed once but I’m hungry for more. I want to go all the way. I have been studying the women who have the pro status to see what their bodies look like. I need total body development, my legs need more cuts and my lats need more work. I would like to have my shoulders more rounded….I was killing lateral raises yesterday. I am a woman on a serious mission. If I could get my pro status in 6 months to a year I would be speechless…I will not settle for mediocracy. I will not use the word can’t when it comes to getting what I want. Yeah it may be some blood, (not literally), sweat, tears, and few days that I will be pissed off, but it’s all worth it in the end.
I love this sense of euphoria I’m on…I wish I could stay here for all eternity. I wake up these days with a sense of purpose and direction with a goal in mind. The only downside to this is that I wonder can I do multiple things at once. I’m trying to decide what I love more, going to get a law degree or a M.S. with a concentration in Criminology, or just be completely engulfed in health and fitness…..what a quagmire I’m in. UGH!
These days it seems I eat, breathe, and live, fitness. Sometimes I can’t even concentrate at work because I’m reading up on the fitness industry. I am going to have to sit and pray about this and ask God to direct me in the way I need to go. After Saturday, I can honestly say I fell in love with fitness. Right now I’m at work and I’d rather be at the gym sweating it out. I’ve written down on my calendar OCB shows from July - December. This is the worst. Or can I do both? At this point I have no choice but to be patient to see what is revealed to me.
