20 days out
Well as I look at my calendar I am 20 days out from my first show…am I excited hell yes and nervous all at the same time!! I’ve worked at this for 6 months what do I have to lose? You have the haters that want to discourage, "you look like a shell of your former self", "are you ok", "are you stressed". It’s funny when I was 185 and thick, no one had anything to say…I tell you people will either help you to soar to great heights or place an anchor on you to keep you sunk or sink you to where they are….oh well is what I say and I keep it moving….This has always been something I wanted to do and I guess at that time in my life it wasn’t meant for me to do it….now….I am here and going full force…..
Considering how my 2008 started….who would’ve thought that I would be where I am now and by that I mean mentally, physically, and spiritually and it’s a joy! Anywho, I’m off to drink another protein shake…LOL! I have about 1 1/2 before I leave my cage (cubicle) and head off to the gym for a back workout, 1 hour of cardio, and 1 hour of practicing my stage walk and my poses…..I can’t wait for my alter ego to come out on stage….LOL!
