My dirty little secret
I want to win. I have 2 weeks and I want to get on stage and win. I don’t know if it will happen, but I want it too. I felt really guilty today and I will again tomorrow.
Why? Well Brad moved in with me today so I had to miss my workouts at the gym. We were running all day. Not that that’s a bad thing. It was jst us moving so I actually had a good workout, up and down stairs moving dressers, beds, desks etc. Not a conventional workout, but a good one nontheless. Then we got to the apt. and it was 3 flights of stairs with all the same stuff. Probably a pretty good one, though not a gym workout. Then tomorrow is Easter, but my trainer is still training all the girls. And again, I will be the one not there. I am taking grandma to church at the 8 a.m. session and then I have brunch with Brad’s family at the 10 a.m. session. I hate being the one that’s not there you know, it makes me seem like the one who doesn’t want it as bad as the rest… But as I said. I do want it - BAD!
March 23, 2008 at 11:13 am
don’t feel bad wendy, i wasn’t there either didn’t even know he was training, so there were only probably 4 there, i have been sick and i had family obligations this weekend, not to mention my daugher has tomorrow off and then all the following week makes it really difficult to train, I decided tho I am just going to train for shows in April, just in October. Can’t wait til I see my suits!!! That might remotivate me.
Take Care, See ya soon, HAPPY EASTER
March 24, 2008 at 7:37 pm
then go out there and win it…i know you can! (and so do you!!)