Ok, so an update for ya…
I have been stickin to my diet, doing my cardio.. and losing weight.. it’s kind of nice.. then on the 21st my best friend and roommate drowns in a river… as far as cheating goes all I did was have a margarita, a shot of tequila for my dead homie and some peanut butter m&m’s. Since then I’ve been back on my diet 100%. It’s been an emotional rollercoaster.. I cry everytime someone hugs me… so people think I’m wierd that I don’t want to be hugged. I just know that my buddy lived a good life, loved everyone and that’s that… I’m so happy I got to spend time with him when he was around. I haven’t worked out much since I’d been sick. I think I’m all better as of today. I went to the gym and did shoulders and bi’s. It was good. A friend of mine was in town so I took him through Sean’s Shoulder/Bi workout that he used with me. I had fun making a 6′10" dude make faces like he was getting stabbed… Going to the gym was a good distraction.. . until I saw the watier from the restaurant that my buddy Zack and I used to go to all the time.. so I had to tell him what happend and invited him to the memorial on Sunday.
No LA trip for me. I was scheduled to do a shoot with Chaz Rodriguez Photography this weekend and had to call him up and be like..dude.. i won’t be able to smile. So that’s not a big problem.. we are rescheduling that… I also had to back out on the speech at Amity High School. I would have loved to do it for them but that day I just was too down and out. I think that I will come back and do some work with their PE classes in the future.
I’ve been meeting more and more people that want to go to the gym with me. It really does make me happy to know that people look to me for advice.. but I also need to write something about taking the gym seriously. I had a dude come up to me today and what I thought was going to be some stupid pick up line ended up being a great compliment. Between sets he said "you know.. I would never come up to you and talk to you in the gym because it looks like you take this seriously" I really appreciated that.. and then the guy went on his merry way. So Sean.. I think you’ve done a good job of kicking my being distracted at everything habit in the gym. I’m really able to concentrate on things now.
I’m going all out for this Oregon State show. www.oregonbodybuilding.com for more info. I hope to see some of you there.
Well, it’s time for me to get going. I told Jason (my x bf) that I’d stop by and say hi to him at his work. Then I’m coming home and sleeping. Luckily since all of this craziness went down I’ve been able to have some time off of work to cook for the week, workout, and sleep. I feel so much better eventhough I miss Zack and still have trouble sleeping… that’s when friends with drugs come in handy… (ok not real drugs, things like melatonin and benadryl) I was TKO’d with some of that stuff the other day when I couldn’t sleep.
So.. overall.. things have been getting better inch by inch. I have an article coming out on bodybuilding.com for my trip to the oregon state show. They held off on posting the first part of it because they didn’t want me to get bombarded with emails after what happend to Zack. I really appreciate that.. so that makes me appreciate bodybuilding.com even more.
Tomorrow one of my other sponsors SweatUSA.net will be at the show in Spokane. So if you’re up there say hi to them and buy some of their awesome gear. Hopefully soon you’ll be able to get it on bodybuilding.com.
Had a really good time at the Emerald Cup. Met some cool people. One of my friends Lori took the overall in womens bodybuilding! Makes me so happy!! She’s really cool.
Ok I’ve went on too long.. I need to get my hiney out the door. Hope you’re all doing well on your diets. Post some pix will ya! I need to see my team here! Sean and Shannon, thank you again for all of your help and support. You know your stuff and I’m here to listen, follow directions, and hopefully make you proud.
G’night.. Tiff
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