2young2bfat’s BodyBlog

I always revisit this conversation with myself. I am young! I’m 23, 5′4, 475 lbs. I have an enlarge heart, hypothyroidism,diabetes. I am constantly depressed, reclusive and angry.When I look in the mirror some time. I find myself standing there for a hour. Just thinking about ways to end my life. But I know that’s a chicken shit way to deal with a problem. I’m also the largest person in my family (both mom and dads side). Though God had blessed me this far and I’m thankful to be alive. But I feel if I don’t help myself. I won’t see my 24 birthday.

I’m my mothers only child and no parent should have to bury their child!