SgtTuff13’s Blog

So its been awhile since I have written anything and now is just the right time to fill you all in on things. First and fore most, I started hitting the gym hot and heavy on Monday, well not that heavy…lets put it this way, I have nothing close to the strength I had before. To be honest, at times it is down right frustrating and embarrassing. I knew that it was gonna be hard to get back into the swing of things, but damn. I get the looks and the mean muggin from these kids and all I wanna do is rip thier ever loving heads off….So I am not able yet to throw some weight, so I am stuggling to make my sets, but damnit I’m in there paying my dues just like all the other swinging dicks…sorry….but give me a break, where in the hell do these punks get off muggin people with their smug looks of disgust. These are the same jagoffs that park their asses on the bench and chit chat with the gym flyes, walk around like they own the place and the same ones that think that every chick in the place wants them. Whatever, I’m over it, cause we all know they will get theirs in the long run. My outlook and attitude have at times gotten the best of me. For instance, Tuesday I took my wife to the hospital for a scheduled CAT scan. No big deal right, wrong. We got into this huge as fight on the way there and then she told me she would find another ride home. Fine, you win, I left and that was the start of the inevitable. I pull into a gas station down from my house, this is where the fit hit the shan. As I am checking out I over hear this kid talking loudly. I was cool until he told the cashier that her son would love the Air Force cause it is full of blacks(not the word he said). This is where I blew up and went the hell off…..not my proudest moment. We exchanged words and insults and what not before the store workers decided enough was enough. They threated with the COPS and I decided to back down and go home without any charges. What the hell is wrong with people, why must we hate still. I mean does it matter what color a person is really, are they any less human…..I gotta stop and change gears I am getting bent again…

So anyways, training is going slow and at times hard. I have forgotten how sore you feel after really hitting it. My chest, my arms, my back are just barking. But it feels so good to be back. My goals will be met and I will achieve the body I want. All it takes is time, hard work and dedication. My diet too is going good, started eating better and better, and in turn I am feeling better. The weight will come off and then in time it’ll go back up, but with less fat and more muscle. I am focused on the prize and the start of another ball season. I am gonna come in bigger, faster, and stronger than before. Then as the summer gets going, I’ll get going, back across the pond for yet another tour of duty. So as you see, I got alot going on and alot on my mind. Life changes just like the weather and so must I change to keep pace with its demands.

Well thats it for now, kinda rambling, kinda all over the place, but at least it gives some insight to what up in my world. Stay strong, stay dediccated and stay TUFF…

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