Putting in the work, well trying to Anyway
Well here it is, I have been home from my deplolyment and enjoyed the much needed time off to relax and get refocused on the gym. I finnaly started back last week and was less than pleased with the environment, the people and myself. I am not feeling it like I was before I left. maybe its just a phase, or maybe something more. I am not sure. I am sure about one thing though, it pisses me off to no end.
Lets start with the environment. The gym has not changed at all, in fact it seems to have gotten smaller and have less equipment to use. Its hard to get a good work out when you have to search all over the place for basic things to use. Then you add the people to the mix and it makes me fume. These people look like they crawled out of the movie Deliverance and decided to work out. Then you have the hight school kids that just go there and try to pick up chicks and strut their stuff. You know the type, "I am a Billy Bad Ass" sizing others up and trying to look tough. They spend more time talking and scoping than they do lifting. What the HELL. Then you have myself, trying to work out and not feeling it. I have lost the motivation/drive. What happened to it, where did it go? My weights have gone down and my strength has gone with it. I almost feel overwelmed with the whole thing.
I do know, well hopoe at least that this is only temporary andf that I will get back in my groove. I love the gym and the life of the Iron game, so we will see what happens next. I will be back at the gym today and try to do some arms. Hopefully all goes well and i dont have to kill some hillbilly….just kidding.
Sorry for the rants and the time in between my post. I will be on here regularly now. So until next time…..keep pushing and stay Tuff
