Another one bites the dust
So as the title says, another one bites the dust…meaning one less month I have to spend away from my family. I have not been very good at keeping up on this whole blog thing, so I apologize. I have been in a kinda rut here recently. My workouts are going great, its just that my BabyGirl got transferred to days and now we can only talk once, maybe twice a week if were lucky. She helps keep me grounded and motivated. I will survive though, hell, five months aways from her has help put a lot of things into focus. For instant, I cant wait to get married to her. I keep asking if she set a date, pushy I know, but damn, I am straight crazy in love with her. Second, when it comes to the gym, I want to compete one day. Dont know when, where, how to do it, but I will one day complete. Lastly, I want to be as good as a father as I am a soldier. My kids are my world, sometimes I have taken that for granted. But they are and I want them to know how much they mean to me. Leaving them after the seperation and divorce has killed me. But they are who I live and fight for. If not for them, I would surely be dead right now. Having kids literally saved my life. I will never let a day pass where they dont know how I feel.
I know that this is not fitness/bodybuilding related, but to me it is. You see, what I do now is a direct reflection of those in my life. The healthy that I am the longer I can be with them. We are all very active in my family, between my kids and myself playing baseball, to my daughter dancing and wanting to cheer, and my fiance chasing us around the park, fitness is a key component in it all. Its changed my life, made me wnat to push harder, drive farther and be stronger tha nI thought I could have been. Like I said before, I want to compete, never in my life would anyone have heard that from me before. But the training and desire has instilled that want in my life. I might not win, but I know that when I do go out there that I am giving it my all, win, lose, or draw, I will still be a success.
Sorry for the rambling, just needed to get this out of me and off my chest….More to come…stay tuned
