Rebirth
What does it mean to start something new? I assume it means something slightly different to each of us. Leaving part of you behind in hope of sculpting something new. What if instead of leaving something behind, we change it to make it something better?
I’ve struggled with eating disorders since as far back as I can remember. Binge eating disorder to anorexia to back and forth between them. After battling anorexia, I became a binge eater again and used Bulimia to appease my eating..
Now I still struggle with urges to eat but I am trying to replace binging with control. Junk for whole, nutritious foods, things I don’t have to feel guilty about and start the cycle again.
I love the great outdoors. I’m going to get out more.
I love to hunt and the satisfaction of eating something you shot and prepared yourself is like something equal to nothing else. You are more thankful for your food, for your abilities, and for being able to eat it. You feel accomplished.
It’s really cold out today. Perfect for outdoor survival training. Cold, crisp air feels so clean in the lungs. I’m going to chase my own spirit.. my own will to not only live but to survive.
I’m going partridge hunting
When all is said and done, I’m going to make my own fire and cook it outdoors.
Survival makes you the fittest!!
October 22, 2008 at 12:13 pm
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October 22, 2008 at 12:33 pm
Good luck enjoying your journey as it unfolds. I hope you build successful habits that will last a lifetime. Keep moving forwards
March 12, 2009 at 8:02 pm
that was very satisfying! i seem to have forgoten that there could be a girl out there who connects with nature. i grew up in the woods of maine. hunting, hiking ,camping enjoying the world outside of all of humankinds crap. i miss it very much. now i’m caught up in the hustle and bustle. would like to get to know you better. don’t mean to sound so negative, looks like you got your diet where it should be.